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Indigo Schmindigo, Am I Really an Indigo ????

Well..... According to most of the information that is already published out there, Uhm No I am not because as you see I was born Wayyyy before 1985 ! But that is all changing now. More and More Adult Indigo Elders are coming forward with the Inner Knowing that they are Indeed the forerunners of the Current Indigo Influx. There are some new books out there.  We all have our own stories to share with the youngsters. We all have lived to tell the tale of growing up in difficult home situations, having chosen a path lined with lesson after lesson after lesson. It has been an interesting discovery for me because most of my life I have felt like the Ultimate Oddball ! More than Possible it is Probable - that I am Indigo. There have always been Seers and Oracles, Mediums and Psychics, Healers and Midwives, Herbalists, and Aromatherapists. There have always been those people who know things, who have been the Card Reader, the Fortune teller upon whos' door you discretely knock.... in the dark of nightfall.

More than any published acknowledgement of being an Indigo - I have always felt it inside. When reading the material that was available, it just felt wrong. It felt manipulated to a certain degree which is MY experience with it. It felt like perhaps as parents we were being told What to Do . Another generation of Information givers pushing us around telling us what to do with Our children.

I feel vindicated that the Real Truth is coming out and many people who Are Indigo Adult Elders are stepping forward and stepping into the clumsy shoes of Indigo Teacher. :) I feel as if My Entire Life I have been preparing for this Role. I feel I am Home. I feel I belong for the First time in my Life. I have found a niche. I am not the Only Oddball ....

SO I AM an Indigo Elder and I Embrace It :)

The last few months I have been writing on my CreativeIndigoRamblings page about Being an Adult Indigo Elder .. I will simply repeat some of that here and now.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

 

  

  

 

the Indigo Question in more depth

LOL .. I had not much time to write the other day .. as if lately  I ever do .. but I needed to further address the question of being Indigo.

 

I do believe I am Indigo. I am older and have lived almost 50 years ( yikes! ) SO I am an Indigo Elder.  It fits like a glove, when I began learning about the possibilities that there were those of us out here who came in earlier in order to be able to help out the younger ones later on, it began to make sense

ALL of IT - meaning the trials of my life.

I chose a tough life, although nowhere near as tough as others and it doesn't matter anymore because I have risen above the past . The past is over and done, there really is a lot of truth to the saying that you cannot cry over spilled milk, because you cannot dwell on the past. The more you dwell on the past, the longer in the present you invite more of the same hardship and pain into the now. And who the hell would want more hardship and pain every day of their lives.

It means changing OLD patterns that are no longer working for you . It is like changing a behavioural set of clothes you wear because all that behaviour does is cause problems and keep you locked into the' dog who chases his tail positition'...by the way I can be just as 'guilty' at this as everyone else. We all have tapes that play. If things are not going the way you desire and need them to  change... well then it is time to change the tape ! Create a new tape .. or listen to someone else's

By the way listening to tapes or CD's of people who have really made wonderful and significant change in their lives can make an incredible difference in your overall thought and emotional patterns. Take yourself to a book store and browse the audio section and find something that jumps out at you -feel a connection with it. Then listen to it faithfully and you will be amazed at how insightful it is for you. If funds are tight,check out the local library and see what they have available. There is also such an abundance of Videos on youtube and texts to read ...

You cannot be connected to a new energy if you are still' hardwired ' to the past. You have to decide to make a break with the Past .. that is  - and it is a concious decision to do it  - make the break with all that has happened before this very moment in time .. here reading this if you are reading it... and pull all your energy fully into the NOW.

The Now .. is really all we can ever count on because we do not know what the next second can bring. All it takes is a split second of incidence anywhere anytime for your entire life to shift dramatically and we have ALL been through it.  Try to think of a time where you got news that someone you knew had fallen ill or had passed. Immediately your mind shifts gears into the new phase it needs to be in for this moment in time and the next few moments. At the end of the moment, take time for reflection -

Nothing is an accident - nothing .

Every incidence that takes place in your Life in the here and now on the planet of learning .. was set up by YOU before you came here.

Everything that has happened in your life, had been planned to happen by YOU before you incarnated.

The people who you perceive to have done you the Worst harm this time around, chose a very hard role to play here for you. It is in your love that you Forgive, trusting that something Big has changed your life forever. The ways in which it may change are entirely up to you.

 You hold the reigns of your destiny. YOU

That thought changes so many things, doesn't it......

You realize the past is the past and your life circumstances were what they were and became what they are so that you would learn all the things you needed to learn here in the classroom to take you to the next higher step to awareness.

Life is Indeed, on the Surface of Understanding, - that basic concept....Simple...

 Life is Simple, as Simple or as Complicated as YOU Make it 

That is a bold statement, one of a few that are in this writing......

 

Now what on earth does this have to do with the Indigo thing. Why after all this time do I have a dilemma with the Being Indigo question.

I am not sure..... Perhaps it has to do with the profusion of Indigo everything that has popped up and the fact that many young adults are still struggling so much.  Maybe it is because there are simply too many distractions nowadays for those coming into their own to truly take the time to learn what this life is ALL about .

Part of me often thinks/knows that the distractions are created to keep us from being who we are at this time here on this planet, which seems to be in major transition. ( which it has before, yet your history teacher never taught you ..)

Part of me is a bit concerned about the future and ALL the possibilities it may hold, another part of me wants to embrace those possibilities...Part of me understands that somewhere in another lifetime or another form, I have been at this very same precipice feeling this very same anticipation.

The Indigo Elders as a group , are concerned. We understand the bumps and bruises that occur during the awakening period of one's life. We stand here with our arms open and our love surrounding us. No judgement, No fear. No Bells and Whistles... Just US and what we know and have done and have put behind us to move forward.

We understand all the gimmicks and products and seminars and books and classes about being Indigo that exist out there. We are here saying, allow us to help you come of age more gracefully and perhaps more painlessly. Learning your predestined lessons wrapped in a bubble of support and love.

Maybe what I am looking to find is more Honesty and Love in the Indigo Movement. All one needs to do is see some of the backbiting that occurs on some Indigo boards, to understand that something is broken and needs fixing.

We are ALL learning here in this classroom TOGETHER

and we CHOSE to Learn it TOGETHER.

The time has come for ALL generations of Indigos, Empaths, Starseeds, Enlightened Spirits, Lightworkers, Light Warriors, Healers, Teachers, etc. to put aside our personal differences and be together in love to reach a hand out to those who are still struggling in the old energy. To those no matter what age who are still mired neck deep in their past. To re-wire this planet with all who wish to be a part of the re-birthing into the New World. The more humans who are standing in their power and embracing Today and The Now, the less painful the Transition of Transitions will be..

SO ..

I suppose I am such a Proud Indigo Elder ... lol... still here .. still writing .. and it matters not if anyone is reading... because the words are going out there THROUGH me and someone is bound to hear....

 

love and light xooxoxoxox C xoxoxox

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  Little Buddhas

If I had one giant wish to share with everyone, one big gift that I could give to everyone in the world .. it would probably be to convince all people, especially children that they  need to spend at least an hour a day outdoors in the sun, standing with the trees around them. Kicking their shoes off and walking barefoot in soft green grass. Bending over to smell a flower without plucking it, admiring and really studying the way it grows and how it is formed and how it turns its beautiful face towards the sun...

I would teach them to lay on their stomachs in the grass and look for four leaf clover and really to study the blades of grass and be amazed at how perfect each and every one of those blades of grass is. Showing them that that can look for interesting rocks and ones that seem to call to them to take them home and place it on a dresser or table.  I would teach them how when I was a small child I could lay on my back and watch the clouds float by for hours at a time. I would lay there and study how the sunlight shines dappled through the trees and watch the shadows it made on the lawn and gardens.

When I was growing up in the 60's, there was nowhere near as much television as their is today. We had silliness to choose from; Bugs Bunny to the Three Stooges, Mighy Mouse to Shenanigans. We watched Buster Crabbe in the Flash Gordon serial movies on saturday mornings and Wonderama. Anyone who was a child of the 60's knows the Wonderama wave. LOL. We did not have walkmans, IPods,computers, cell phones, and soccer leagues. We did not have 'play dates' transformers and my little ponies. We had bicycles, roller skates and ice skates and jump ropes. We plastic bats and wiffle balls and twister. We read books and finger painted and created tree houses or forts in our yards. We walked or rode our bike everywhere we went and we called home to tell mom we got there. We got a tent from sears and we had camp outs in the side yard.  

Saturday morning we could watch cartoons until mom kicked us out. We would get called back for lunch and then get kicked out till dinner because unless it was raining it was just better for us to be outside playing. I had clarinet lessons, my brother had guitar and my parents played Spike Jones and Herb Albert and the Tijuana Brass and Big Band records. Instead of going to Childworld most saturdays we went walking a the park or the beach. When garage sales became the rage we did that. And no one was above picking a good piece of garbage ever.. one mans trash is another mans treasure...Walking the beach with Pop was one of my favorite things because sea shells and crabs legs and shark eggs and periwinkles cost nothing. There was also no cost in building the sand castle of your dreams, all you needed was a pail, a shovel or big clam shell, the sand and the water and you were limited only by your imagination.

My mom always got us the package of one cent seeds for children from the burpees catalog. I had a tiny garden by the side of the house. I would go in the woods to see what I could find and I dug up some beautiful wild grape hyacinths. No matter how tired my mom was when she came home from work, she would go into her garden. One year it was especially beautiful. On our quarter acre lot there were rows of corn and tomatos and string beans , and peas. I remember shelling the peas. I remember the big ugly nasty green tomato caterpillars, my mom would pick them off with disgust. My mom spent most of her summers growing up on her Grandmothers farm in Medford, it was her joy and her fondest memory. Now my mom is 75 and a young 75, she amazes me with her strength, but time and illness and weariness has taken it's toll on her, she can no longer garden like she used to. It makes her sad I know, her connection to peace has always been plants and gardens, hers are simply magical.

One easter I 'won' at the local feed store 6 chicks, lol they turned out to be all roosters so we traded some for chickens. We also got ducks and we named them after the Marx brothers characters from Duck Soup. they gave us eggs and I used to hard boil them. Now in my moms' neighborhood you cannot have any barnyard fowl. Now thats a shame because we got to eat fresh eggs, and feed them and smell the smells that come with chickens and ducks. The dog loved to bark at them too.

Everywhere I look now, with few exceptions, yards are anal. The grass is perfectly planted and perfectly cut and perfectly pesticided to death, and we are all drinking those pesticides. Instead of tree houses, there are play sheds, instead of a rusty old sears swing set or an old tired hanging on rope from a tree, there is a monster playground contraption. Instead of bikes there are barbie jeeps and quads and razor scooters and cars at the earliest possible age. Flower gardens are no longer lush and unruly, wild and untamed. Gardens are now perfectly planted in color combinations and borders and counted and strategically placed..LOL !

Why are all these things coming to me this morning.. Well last night I had the most wonderful dream. I was digging in the garden in my mothers back yard. I was not a little child, I was the age I am now. I was beside my mother and I was digging and digging and I kept getting all these little rocks of different colors. I had a pile of them and kept digging up more and then I discovered. They were not little rocks at all, they were tiny, perfectly shaped and smooth and beautiful little Buddhas. Each one perfect and beautiful and smooth and shiny. I showed my mom and I kept digging down deeper and deeper and I kept finding more and more, red ones, earth colored ones, golden ones, green ones, they were beautiful and so perfect and shiny and smooth. They felt so good to the touch. I would hold the earth and the Buddhas in my hand and just look at them.

I woke up with such pure joy in my heart. What a wonderful message. For me the message was loud and clear. My roots are in the Earth. My Peace is in the Earth. My love for this planet is endless and boundless. I delight in the song of a mockingbird in the morning sun. My joy is watching the puppy run in the backyard snapping at things I cannot see :) My soul is in each flower that blooms, each sea shell on the beach, each rock collected..every stone unturned. My heart beats with the sway of the trees in a gentle summer breeze and the waves that beat the shoreline here on the Island. My life is blessed with beauty all around me. My only wish is that I could teach the children, what some of them are missing, and how they can find their own little Buddha's inside a sea shell of hidden in a sand castle on the shore.

I fear that if we are not able to teach the children and their children, how connected we are to the earth mother, we will perish, if it is not too late already.. I wish I could send all the people in the world the feeling I have in my heart today. The utter joy I have in being alive and walking and breathing and seeing all the glorious beauty of this wonderful planet we call home. I would teach everyone I know how just putting your feet barefoot in the dirt, grass, or sand would calm your worries better than any substance, food, drug, or drink known to man. I would hold their hands and give them one of the tiny Buddha's I found :)

Have a wonderful weekend ...

Love xoxoxoxoxoxo carolyn xoxooxooooo

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

 

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Your Immortal Reality: How to Break the Cycle of Birth and Death
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Where the Hell Have I Been???

I have been the hell busy, reading, writing elsewhere, taking pictures, decorating for the holidays  and in general still trying to get my house in order. I have worked here and there on my website but have so much more to add, information about diabetes ( which I am dealing with ) learning, growing and etc... www.theministryoftransition.com

I am always working to develop a better way of helping other people. I also always am writing somewhere and the other place is my www.xanga.com/firewalkermorgan page... so all that being said ... My little blab this time around ....

 

INDIGO GENERATIONAL CHASMS

Many moons ago .. when I was a young Pup.. I grew up and was a teenager on the tail end of many new eras. There were Hippies and Yippies .. mottos like Make Love not War , Give Peace a Chance... songs like Imagine.

Kids burning their draft cards and fleeing to Canada to avoid the war, woman burning their bras and walking into corporate America demanding equal rights. Songs like Break on Thru.

Watching the Vietnam mess on television every night and hearing all the lies and cover ups that were taking place. Watching Archie Bunker promoting bigotry and segregation humorously to show us ALL how stupid and ridiculous we were being to each other and we laughed about it while learning to understand it. Watching shows like the Jeffersons and Chico and the Man and being introduced to those people, kids like me who grew up in a white bread world,  had never seen in person or be friends with them growing up. But of all the happenings and phrases that came and went along with Sock it to Me Baby and Here Comes the Judge...One of the biggest phrases that sticks out in my mind is the one that said 

 " Never trust anyone over 30 ! "

Which meant of course - rebel..Adults, Your parents - they know nothing - We young people - know it all - listen to us, we have everything you need to know. Smoke this Joint, take this mind altering LSD and free your thinking, join the Warhol crowd and be super cool. Come with us and clutter up the streets of San Francisco. Listen to this music it will free your mind and soul..... meditate with this guru, let him think for you .....and so on....I would say that the generation many of them simply, went up in smoke, hard pun to bear, but true all the same. There will of course be those who vehemently disagree and that is okay. This is simply MY observation.

Then,many men and women of that era of kids grew past 30 and had their own children along the way. Some of these parents they loved and cherished their children.  Some, we so ill prepared to take on the challenge of raising children that they beat and abused them emotionally and  verbally, as they had been as children and young adults  by their unknowing parents. They certainly found out that parenting and life was not all it had been cracked up to be. You could no long drop out, you had to drop back in.

Overall that entire generation who dared to live past '30'  learned that in order to have some abundance and a roof over their heads, clothing and food to eat for themselves and their children. They had to conform just enough to do it. Some of them even became millionaires making music, creating art, becoming corporate themselves. They learned that 30 was not a death knell but a doorway to the stabilizing forces that encroach on your life.  Being responsible, self-sufficient, and leaving home and being independant of their parents and living their own lives.....

Amazing transition then wouldn't you say ??? Then I ask you, why am I not looking around and seeing it now. What do I mean by that.

Indigos, there are many of us now, so many more than before .. Empaths, Intuitives, Healers, Mediums... etc... there are more coming in the last 35 years or so, especially the last 20 years, with many gifts. many of these wonderful souls have web pages and speak beautifully and make sense and write beautifully and lovingly. They are creative and articulate and kind, they come from All kinds of homes. Somehow they move forward and they blossom as flowers.

Some of them are not so nice Or objective Or kind Or non-judgemental. I would say that maybe some of that is our fault .. or the fault of the Indigo 'Industry' as I think of it. Some of them are simply not here to enlighten at all, as they think they are. They are here to raise hell and misdirect minds. They feel they are speaking of spirit and purity and channeling greatness. In their ignorance and lack of any sort of training, they are misdirecting many. Our world needs the lightworkers... we cannot spare not even one of them. We cannot afford to have their heads turned by words of false prophets and impending doomism.

I read a lot of information online in my spare time, I am one of those 'egghead' people who can never have enough information and I come across all sorts of pages and writings. I see and observe so much, doing my very best to reserve judgement, realizing I am myself imperfect in the areas I need to work on this trip around for my own soul growth.

I am seeing some disturbing things. Aside from the fact that the Indigos are being marketed to the max o millions by everyone out for a quick buck. I also see young Indigos marketing to young Indigos also for the buck.  I also see the age descrepancy thing - again.  I saw, I wish I had saved it because since I read it and thought about it - it simply and perhaps wisely -dissapeared,  Someone, who considers themselves a young Indigo wrote  it was nice to be able to trust someone over the age of 35, because most of the people over the age of 35 just wanted to throw their ego at others to make themselves feel good....etc and wish I could remember the rest.... and as I said, I wish I had saved it.

It was written by someone who was fairly recognizable in the young Indigo world and market. It doesn't matter 'who' it was  but the 'why'.... The site and sentence has since been taken offline, and it doesn't really matter except for the fact that this is exactly the sort of writing that fosters and creates the Indigo Chasm that has developed in some corners of the awareness of  Indigos...( as I always call us/them/ you , for lack of a better term )

Uhm, excuse me .. but who are you and how old are you and how dare you make a judgemental statement such as that in a place where others  of your generation could see it and possibly cling to the idea of it. I don't care who you are and what your area of expertise may or may not be.. you do not have the right to prejudice other young readers with ideals that are so against what all of us came here to teach, especially if you consider yourself somewhat of a leader of sorts ....This is the stuff of Indigo Nightmare, this is the stuff of Indigo Seperateness. If you are going to consider yourself a leader of any kind at all at anything, no matter who you are, you need to understand that your words will be seen and interpreted and acted upon. Be Responsible People !

This is a 'revolution' of love and caring and compassion. In fact 'revolution' is a harsh word. This is a Transition borne of generations coming together as one completely understanding that we ALL have lessons to learn, and that we all have our own time table of learning it. No one of us is higher than the other, not one of us has the right to influence other young minds in such a prejudicial manner.  To write in that manner, lacks any kind of contemplation of possible outcome of such words. We do not wish to ever see another young generation turn on their parents, as they did during WWII in Germany.. read your history...

There is a saying that those who do not know their history are doomed to repeat it. I would rather not repeat any of the 60's and their anti-establishment chatter - thank you. I would rather move forward one step at a time, no matter how timid and kind, no matter how soft and  how carefully. I am here as an instrument of God's love and peace and compassion. I am however, human and learning lessons, But I try everyday to become a more magnificant being of light to all.  I truly believe those words, I live and breathe those words. Look within... if you find exception to - or objection to - or disagree with those words, then sorry, you are not the Loving Indigo Human you may have thought you were....

 In fact you may just be one of the negative ones here to stir the pot. The good news is, that- can so easily be changed, all you have to do is surrender to the one , thats it. No big ceremony, no grand plan, just falling to your knees and saying, I understand I am here to learn and to co-create a wonderful place called Earth or Gaia or Terra  and to help it through this crucial time that I chose to incarnate into. In fact I understand that most of this was planned out by us before I came here, and that I do have free will and I do have the ability to co- create along with you. I understand that every lesson I am here to discover, I shall, as long as I keep our lines of communication open and embrace all the help and teachers who come into my path, productive or unproductive, good or bad.

What also has to stop is Blame and Pointing of fingers , at society, at parents, at teachers, at anyone over 30, the point being that if you are standing up and pointing your finger at us now... you can bet on it that you will have that many more, younger than you,  pointing their fingers at You, once you reach the beginning of the Golden Age of transition. That wonderful age of 30... 3+0= 3..Trinity...hhmmmmm!

Because you are Who you are .. You understand that you chose your parents down to the smallest detail of that crooked ring finger your mother has on her left hand, you see it in your hand too. You chose the day, the time, the moment of birth. You chose the woman who carried and bore you, you chose the father who co- created you with your mother. You chose where you were to live, the lifestyle you were going to learn and the outline of life lessons you had planned out.

You understand that because you are co-creating with God, you are with each thought, breath, action, written word, visualization..etc... co- creating your own reality. In that reality are mirrors in people who come in to fulfill lesson contracts and soul agendas. Some to teach you, to also learn from you. To make you understand that like attracts like and that which you preach and write and foster, will attract your next chapter of learning.

Because you are, Who you are, you understand that chances are you will live way past the age of 30 and enter into the Golden Age of Transition and be teaching other young Pups these very same words. For all things change, they often remain the same. We are embarking on a brave new world, yet so did my grandfather when  he glided into the 1900's at the tender age of two. The Universe is a huge circle, where everything old is new again, at least that is my take on it.

One planet dies, another is born into being. One civilization falls to rubble, another one builds itself up. Natural disasters create upheaval and disruption and then settle down. The natural rythmn and recycling nature of Mother Earth sparks again in a new location on the globe. Cause and Effect, Action and Reaction... over and over again ... into Infinity.

Your generation is Lucky, yes lucky, most of you were born in times of abundance whether you see it that way or not, depending on where you live. You have the freedoms to even write what you wish...You have marvelous teachers in your Elders. With the return of the Feminine and Divine Goddess, and the teachings of old and new, there has never been a more exciting time to be alive on this planet. I don't know what you may think, but I feel that there has never been a time of More LOVE on this planet we call home.. Embrace all that enters your life and all who enter your life and recognize them for who they all may be, and be thankful you have them.

Go out today and hug your mom and dad and thank them and tell them you love them. Go out and hug someone in a nursing home and tell them to tell you a story about something they know. Send love and well being to someone struggling with a child in a shopping cart, or the frazzled woman who is working the drive thru at Burger King and cannot get your order straight.

Go out and share what you know in a nice way, what others may not know or realize as we all have our own timing and learning curve, instead of making an example of, or pointing fingers at, or making fun of, someone who happens to understand less about something , than you. Be thankful you were born here at all and are not sitting in a test tube somewhere with your soul floating around willing to take any body it could take to be here in this time of Golden Transition.

And most of all, Stop Whining, it simply Does Not Become You  ! LOL

xoxoxoxo C xoxoxoxxo

 

Monday, May 22, 2006

 

My Rambling Mind ........................................................

Welcome to my sister site of  Daughter Of Avalon. This site is set up to deal with something I really recently started talking to others openly about. I am not one to like labels or names or degrees of specialness. I have opinions about people calling themselves one thing or another. The label I am talking about is the one that is called Indigo ..

Until recently, even though I have gifts I choose to use this lifetime as an Empath and a Healer and also being a very Creative person and then some !.. I never ever thought I could consider myself an Indigo. Why is that you ask ? .. its simple. The people and experts on the subject have named the generation of children born around 1985 and forward as the Indigos and the children from about 2000 or so Crystals. What is wrong with that assesment  ? Well in my opinion there have been seers and oracles and sages and voices who connected to their higher self or source wisdom since the beginning of all that is. I believe for every generation that has been born on this little planet we call Earth there have always been Starseeds and Walk ins and Indigo types and Musical Channelers etc and so on.. it is nothing new at all. It is just that lately and for very important reasons there are many many more of them choosing a lifetime here as that type of energy and spirit. This is an exciting time to be on this planet!

As I stated above, it was not until recently that I discovered I was an Indigo. There are many people who are out there now breaking down the boundaries and stepping out of the shadows of the much hailed Indigo Children and saying  Hey! I am here and I am also and Indigo only slightly older. I have lived my life and learned many lessons. I have been through All of what you are going through. I have learned ways to cope and methods to get me from point A to point B in life. I have a magical metaphysical  took kit that expands with everything new I learn and my wish is to share it with you and help you to help us all make significant change here on this planet. I can help you cope and grow and learn. We can make changes so that the generations of little Indigos or Oracles or Empaths orHealers, or Creatives or whatevers can come in and not be labled with learning problems and behavioral problems and pushed to the side and get lost in the educational and life shuffle.

That is what this page is about. I will be recollecting many of my life experiences here and eventually who knows it may become a book if anyone thinks it would help others cope or move along in their life. For me being or actually having chose to ride in here with these gifts and energies has meant for 48 years adjusting and testing and learning and coping and life changes and grieving and creating a world that is beautiful and happy for me to live in. I am happier at this point than I have ever been in my life and it has been a long path, but I am free. I can help those out there who struggle with the choice to have come in with gifts and desires that some do not understand .

I invite you to jump into my realm and learn with me .. learn from me .. share with me .. teach me and we shall smell the roses of the world together .. Welcome to the Ramblings of My Creative Indigo Elder Mind !!!  xoxoxo C xoxoxooo

 

Friday, August 04, 2006

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