Adult Indigo Elders Or Wayshowers ... we are Oracles, Healers, Spiritual Leaders ...:)
Indigo Schmindigo, Am I Really an Indigo ????
Well..... According to most of the information that is already published out there, Uhm No I am not because as you see I was born Wayyyy before 1985 ! But that is all changing now. More and More Adult Indigo Elders are coming forward with the Inner Knowing that they are Indeed the forerunners of the Current Indigo Influx. There are some new books out there. We all have our own stories to share with the youngsters. We all have lived to tell the tale of growing up in difficult home situations, having chosen a path lined with lesson after lesson after lesson. It has been an interesting discovery for me because most of my life I have felt like the Ultimate Oddball ! More than Possible it is Probable - that I am Indigo. There have always been Seers and Oracles, Mediums and Psychics, Healers and Midwives, Herbalists, and Aromatherapists. There have always been those people who know things, who have been the Card Reader, the Fortune teller upon whos' door you discretely knock.... in the dark of nightfall.
More than any published acknowledgement of being an Indigo - I have always felt it inside. When reading the material that was available, it just felt wrong. It felt manipulated to a certain degree which is MY experience with it. It felt like perhaps as parents we were being told What to Do . Another generation of Information givers pushing us around telling us what to do with Our children.
I feel vindicated that the Real Truth is coming out and many people who Are Indigo Adult Elders are stepping forward and stepping into the clumsy shoes of Indigo Teacher. :) I feel as if My Entire Life I have been preparing for this Role. I feel I am Home. I feel I belong for the First time in my Life. I have found a niche. I am not the Only Oddball ....
SO I AM an Indigo Elder and I Embrace It :)
The last few months I have been writing on my CreativeIndigoRamblings page about Being an Adult Indigo Elder .. I will simply repeat some of that here and now.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
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Where the Hell Have I Been???I have been the hell busy, reading, writing elsewhere, taking pictures, decorating for the holidays and in general still trying to get my house in order. I have worked here and there on my website but have so much more to add, information about diabetes ( which I am dealing with ) learning, growing and etc... www.theministryoftransition.com I am always working to develop a better way of helping other people. I also always am writing somewhere and the other place is my www.xanga.com/firewalkermorgan page... so all that being said ... My little blab this time around ....
INDIGO GENERATIONAL CHASMS Many moons ago .. when I was a young Pup.. I grew up and was a teenager on the tail end of many new eras. There were Hippies and Yippies .. mottos like Make Love not War , Give Peace a Chance... songs like Imagine. Kids burning their draft cards and fleeing to Canada to avoid the war, woman burning their bras and walking into corporate America demanding equal rights. Songs like Break on Thru. Watching the Vietnam mess on television every night and hearing all the lies and cover ups that were taking place. Watching Archie Bunker promoting bigotry and segregation humorously to show us ALL how stupid and ridiculous we were being to each other and we laughed about it while learning to understand it. Watching shows like the Jeffersons and Chico and the Man and being introduced to those people, kids like me who grew up in a white bread world, had never seen in person or be friends with them growing up. But of all the happenings and phrases that came and went along with Sock it to Me Baby and Here Comes the Judge...One of the biggest phrases that sticks out in my mind is the one that said " Never trust anyone over 30 ! " Which meant of course - rebel..Adults, Your parents - they know nothing - We young people - know it all - listen to us, we have everything you need to know. Smoke this Joint, take this mind altering LSD and free your thinking, join the Warhol crowd and be super cool. Come with us and clutter up the streets of San Francisco. Listen to this music it will free your mind and soul..... meditate with this guru, let him think for you .....and so on....I would say that the generation many of them simply, went up in smoke, hard pun to bear, but true all the same. There will of course be those who vehemently disagree and that is okay. This is simply MY observation. Then,many men and women of that era of kids grew past 30 and had their own children along the way. Some of these parents they loved and cherished their children. Some, we so ill prepared to take on the challenge of raising children that they beat and abused them emotionally and verbally, as they had been as children and young adults by their unknowing parents. They certainly found out that parenting and life was not all it had been cracked up to be. You could no long drop out, you had to drop back in. Overall that entire generation who dared to live past '30' learned that in order to have some abundance and a roof over their heads, clothing and food to eat for themselves and their children. They had to conform just enough to do it. Some of them even became millionaires making music, creating art, becoming corporate themselves. They learned that 30 was not a death knell but a doorway to the stabilizing forces that encroach on your life. Being responsible, self-sufficient, and leaving home and being independant of their parents and living their own lives..... Amazing transition then wouldn't you say ??? Then I ask you, why am I not looking around and seeing it now. What do I mean by that. Indigos, there are many of us now, so many more than before .. Empaths, Intuitives, Healers, Mediums... etc... there are more coming in the last 35 years or so, especially the last 20 years, with many gifts. many of these wonderful souls have web pages and speak beautifully and make sense and write beautifully and lovingly. They are creative and articulate and kind, they come from All kinds of homes. Somehow they move forward and they blossom as flowers. Some of them are not so nice Or objective Or kind Or non-judgemental. I would say that maybe some of that is our fault .. or the fault of the Indigo 'Industry' as I think of it. Some of them are simply not here to enlighten at all, as they think they are. They are here to raise hell and misdirect minds. They feel they are speaking of spirit and purity and channeling greatness. In their ignorance and lack of any sort of training, they are misdirecting many. Our world needs the lightworkers... we cannot spare not even one of them. We cannot afford to have their heads turned by words of false prophets and impending doomism. I read a lot of information online in my spare time, I am one of those 'egghead' people who can never have enough information and I come across all sorts of pages and writings. I see and observe so much, doing my very best to reserve judgement, realizing I am myself imperfect in the areas I need to work on this trip around for my own soul growth. I am seeing some disturbing things. Aside from the fact that the Indigos are being marketed to the max o millions by everyone out for a quick buck. I also see young Indigos marketing to young Indigos also for the buck. I also see the age descrepancy thing - again. I saw, I wish I had saved it because since I read it and thought about it - it simply and perhaps wisely -dissapeared, Someone, who considers themselves a young Indigo wrote it was nice to be able to trust someone over the age of 35, because most of the people over the age of 35 just wanted to throw their ego at others to make themselves feel good....etc and wish I could remember the rest.... and as I said, I wish I had saved it. It was written by someone who was fairly recognizable in the young Indigo world and market. It doesn't matter 'who' it was but the 'why'.... The site and sentence has since been taken offline, and it doesn't really matter except for the fact that this is exactly the sort of writing that fosters and creates the Indigo Chasm that has developed in some corners of the awareness of Indigos...( as I always call us/them/ you , for lack of a better term ) Uhm, excuse me .. but who are you and how old are you and how dare you make a judgemental statement such as that in a place where others of your generation could see it and possibly cling to the idea of it. I don't care who you are and what your area of expertise may or may not be.. you do not have the right to prejudice other young readers with ideals that are so against what all of us came here to teach, especially if you consider yourself somewhat of a leader of sorts ....This is the stuff of Indigo Nightmare, this is the stuff of Indigo Seperateness. If you are going to consider yourself a leader of any kind at all at anything, no matter who you are, you need to understand that your words will be seen and interpreted and acted upon. Be Responsible People ! This is a 'revolution' of love and caring and compassion. In fact 'revolution' is a harsh word. This is a Transition borne of generations coming together as one completely understanding that we ALL have lessons to learn, and that we all have our own time table of learning it. No one of us is higher than the other, not one of us has the right to influence other young minds in such a prejudicial manner. To write in that manner, lacks any kind of contemplation of possible outcome of such words. We do not wish to ever see another young generation turn on their parents, as they did during WWII in Germany.. read your history... There is a saying that those who do not know their history are doomed to repeat it. I would rather not repeat any of the 60's and their anti-establishment chatter - thank you. I would rather move forward one step at a time, no matter how timid and kind, no matter how soft and how carefully. I am here as an instrument of God's love and peace and compassion. I am however, human and learning lessons, But I try everyday to become a more magnificant being of light to all. I truly believe those words, I live and breathe those words. Look within... if you find exception to - or objection to - or disagree with those words, then sorry, you are not the Loving Indigo Human you may have thought you were.... In fact you may just be one of the negative ones here to stir the pot. The good news is, that- can so easily be changed, all you have to do is surrender to the one , thats it. No big ceremony, no grand plan, just falling to your knees and saying, I understand I am here to learn and to co-create a wonderful place called Earth or Gaia or Terra and to help it through this crucial time that I chose to incarnate into. In fact I understand that most of this was planned out by us before I came here, and that I do have free will and I do have the ability to co- create along with you. I understand that every lesson I am here to discover, I shall, as long as I keep our lines of communication open and embrace all the help and teachers who come into my path, productive or unproductive, good or bad. What also has to stop is Blame and Pointing of fingers , at society, at parents, at teachers, at anyone over 30, the point being that if you are standing up and pointing your finger at us now... you can bet on it that you will have that many more, younger than you, pointing their fingers at You, once you reach the beginning of the Golden Age of transition. That wonderful age of 30... 3+0= 3..Trinity...hhmmmmm! Because you are Who you are .. You understand that you chose your parents down to the smallest detail of that crooked ring finger your mother has on her left hand, you see it in your hand too. You chose the day, the time, the moment of birth. You chose the woman who carried and bore you, you chose the father who co- created you with your mother. You chose where you were to live, the lifestyle you were going to learn and the outline of life lessons you had planned out. You understand that because you are co-creating with God, you are with each thought, breath, action, written word, visualization..etc... co- creating your own reality. In that reality are mirrors in people who come in to fulfill lesson contracts and soul agendas. Some to teach you, to also learn from you. To make you understand that like attracts like and that which you preach and write and foster, will attract your next chapter of learning. Because you are, Who you are, you understand that chances are you will live way past the age of 30 and enter into the Golden Age of Transition and be teaching other young Pups these very same words. For all things change, they often remain the same. We are embarking on a brave new world, yet so did my grandfather when he glided into the 1900's at the tender age of two. The Universe is a huge circle, where everything old is new again, at least that is my take on it. One planet dies, another is born into being. One civilization falls to rubble, another one builds itself up. Natural disasters create upheaval and disruption and then settle down. The natural rythmn and recycling nature of Mother Earth sparks again in a new location on the globe. Cause and Effect, Action and Reaction... over and over again ... into Infinity. Your generation is Lucky, yes lucky, most of you were born in times of abundance whether you see it that way or not, depending on where you live. You have the freedoms to even write what you wish...You have marvelous teachers in your Elders. With the return of the Feminine and Divine Goddess, and the teachings of old and new, there has never been a more exciting time to be alive on this planet. I don't know what you may think, but I feel that there has never been a time of More LOVE on this planet we call home.. Embrace all that enters your life and all who enter your life and recognize them for who they all may be, and be thankful you have them. Go out today and hug your mom and dad and thank them and tell them you love them. Go out and hug someone in a nursing home and tell them to tell you a story about something they know. Send love and well being to someone struggling with a child in a shopping cart, or the frazzled woman who is working the drive thru at Burger King and cannot get your order straight. Go out and share what you know in a nice way, what others may not know or realize as we all have our own timing and learning curve, instead of making an example of, or pointing fingers at, or making fun of, someone who happens to understand less about something , than you. Be thankful you were born here at all and are not sitting in a test tube somewhere with your soul floating around willing to take any body it could take to be here in this time of Golden Transition. And most of all, Stop Whining, it simply Does Not Become You ! LOL xoxoxoxo C xoxoxoxxo
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Monday, May 22, 2006
| My Rambling Mind ........................................................Welcome to my sister site of Daughter Of Avalon. This site is set up to deal with something I really recently started talking to others openly about. I am not one to like labels or names or degrees of specialness. I have opinions about people calling themselves one thing or another. The label I am talking about is the one that is called Indigo .. Until recently, even though I have gifts I choose to use this lifetime as an Empath and a Healer and also being a very Creative person and then some !.. I never ever thought I could consider myself an Indigo. Why is that you ask ? .. its simple. The people and experts on the subject have named the generation of children born around 1985 and forward as the Indigos and the children from about 2000 or so Crystals. What is wrong with that assesment ? Well in my opinion there have been seers and oracles and sages and voices who connected to their higher self or source wisdom since the beginning of all that is. I believe for every generation that has been born on this little planet we call Earth there have always been Starseeds and Walk ins and Indigo types and Musical Channelers etc and so on.. it is nothing new at all. It is just that lately and for very important reasons there are many many more of them choosing a lifetime here as that type of energy and spirit. This is an exciting time to be on this planet! As I stated above, it was not until recently that I discovered I was an Indigo. There are many people who are out there now breaking down the boundaries and stepping out of the shadows of the much hailed Indigo Children and saying Hey! I am here and I am also and Indigo only slightly older. I have lived my life and learned many lessons. I have been through All of what you are going through. I have learned ways to cope and methods to get me from point A to point B in life. I have a magical metaphysical took kit that expands with everything new I learn and my wish is to share it with you and help you to help us all make significant change here on this planet. I can help you cope and grow and learn. We can make changes so that the generations of little Indigos or Oracles or Empaths orHealers, or Creatives or whatevers can come in and not be labled with learning problems and behavioral problems and pushed to the side and get lost in the educational and life shuffle. That is what this page is about. I will be recollecting many of my life experiences here and eventually who knows it may become a book if anyone thinks it would help others cope or move along in their life. For me being or actually having chose to ride in here with these gifts and energies has meant for 48 years adjusting and testing and learning and coping and life changes and grieving and creating a world that is beautiful and happy for me to live in. I am happier at this point than I have ever been in my life and it has been a long path, but I am free. I can help those out there who struggle with the choice to have come in with gifts and desires that some do not understand . I invite you to jump into my realm and learn with me .. learn from me .. share with me .. teach me and we shall smell the roses of the world together .. Welcome to the Ramblings of My Creative Indigo Elder Mind !!! xoxoxo C xoxoxooo
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